A Nerd's Life
Prologue What exactly do you want me to do? I have been up all night waiting for you to say something - anything - so I can drift into my usually fitful sleep in peace. Why do you do give me the silent treatment? Why the double-edged signals? What have I done to you? I think you are one of those people who play with people's heart with sweet nothings and a load of sweet meaningless words. Its unGodly; please do not do this to me. I have suffered enough. You have ruined everything and right now I'm in the shitiest mood I had ever had. I’m not having clear thoughts right now, but you are a very smart girl, and you will figure things out if they don’t appear to make sense at first. So here goes. Yea. Here. Goes. Things always have a funny way of coming to me when I least expect it. All things. Good things. Bad things. Physical things. Thoughts. Once I was watching a soccer match and I wondered why the ball was getting bigger – then it hit me… Right now it has come